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I Love You

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You say 'I love you'
Everynight, before I lay my head down
It helps me dream

You say 'I love you'
Everytime, I'm hurting
It makes me feel better,
I just forget the pain

You say 'I love you'
When you have nothing else to say,
It makes me feel loved,
Wanted

You said 'I love you'
Everynight, before I slept.
You said 'I love you'
Everytime, I was in pain

Now, you can't even look me in the eyes
I am exactly what you feared I'd become,
I'm no longer your little girl
I now cherish all the times you said 'I love you'
~Mom~
I may get mad at you. You may yell at me. I may scream at you. Or tell you I hate you. Tell you too leave me alone. But that doesnt mean to stop saying you love me. I miss being loved. And I want you to know I miss every single time you said that too me. I want to be loved again. Mom, I'm sorry if I'm someone you cant be proud of, and I'm sorry if you hate my friends. Just know I still love you. So all the times I screamed at you, and all the times I said 'I hated you', I truly loved you. I miss hearing 'I love you' and 'have a good day at school.' I miss it all. So when I glare at you, or tell you to shut up, I still love you. You stopped so long ago. I was young. I barely know what love feels like now. I would be nothing without Briann, Josh, Kyle, and Ryan. They at least love me. At least I know I'm wanted and loved somewhere, by someone.


~Carly~FerardForever21~
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hellokatie1700's avatar
Im the same way with my Dad. We barley speak anymore and I truly miss when he would tell me he loved me before i went to bed. Now its like he's a stranger to me.