you don't know the pain you cause me everytime you hug me,
you think it's a 'friendly' gesture, but you do it oh so much.
when you kiss me I start to slowly suffer
I just melt in your welcoming arms.
I don't know why you make me go through this torture,
why must it be you I fall for?
your always sneaking up behind me and wrapping your arms all around me,
you always pull me so close and my heart starts to race as I feel you breath on my neck.
you don't know what I really go through,
you think your funny to lead me on.
and everything you do to me,
means nothing to you,
but to me. . .
..it's.everything..
you try and fuck with my head,
to make me try and believe that something could happen,
only to call another,
right in front of my tear glazed hazel eyes.
why am I always the one who gets hurt?
I told my best friends how I feel about you,
and he told you,
your beautiful face dropped.
you just looked so very guilty,
like you were finally caught in your little game,
now you know all the suffering I went through. . .
...just.for.you...
you toyed with my heart,
one to many times,
but I'll always forgive you.
...I.LOVE.YOU.JACK...
you'll never truly know how much I cherish each and every moment spent with you.